If I were a turtle I would have tucked myself inside my shell. If I were a hermit I would have retreated further. If I were able to hibernate I would have started a little earlier this year. If I were a blogger (Oh wait ... I guess that is me.) I may have become silent for a while.
September hit me hard this year. I wasn't quite expecting it for some reason, and so I've been retreating. I've been spending a lot of time outdoors hiking, enjoying nature, and simply soaking up the feeling of calmness, peace, and the presence of God. I know He is with me where ever I go, but being outdoors makes it feel even more real.
On Sunday it will be the one year anniversary of my brother Mahlon's untimely death. These days leading up to it are feeling a bit overwhelming at times, and so I read the Psalms, listen to uplifting music, and retreat from the noise of life.
I'll be back to regular blogging in October, but for right now I need a moment.
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Oh definitely take a moment. This is a hard anniversary for you of your brother's death. In November I will be coming up on 3 years since my husband died. Bless you, take time to rest. Have I mentioned to you that the griefshare series of meetings was helpful to me?
ReplyDeleteLast weekend I just went to my brothers celebration of life. He died 1 year ago and I still have a hard time accepting it. I understand a little of what you are feeling. You are in my prayers.❤
ReplyDeleteI have not lost a sibling, but I have said goodbye for now to family and close friends. Anniversaries are hard. Take all the time you need. Praying for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI have been praying for you. These anniversary times are so rough. Please do not rush back for our sake. We will be here when you are ready. Many prayers and much love.
ReplyDeletePraying for you during this tough time. Take all the time you need... sometimes we just need to take a breath. ((hugs))
ReplyDeletePrayers for you and your family. These anniversaries are so hard.
ReplyDeleteLea
Take the time you need to recharge your inner self.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. We all need blog breaks to recharge, and you more than most. Missed you, and will be waiting for your return. Thanks for letting us know what has been going on.
ReplyDeleteWe all understand that you need time right now, so of course, take all the time you need. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteMany Blessings,
Betsy
Praying for the grace and peace of God for you now.
ReplyDeleteTake you time, Mary Ann. I've also lost a sibling, and it is very, very difficult to get past an anniversary - especially the first one.
ReplyDeleteSometimes a break is necessary. Take time to relax and recover.
ReplyDeleteI wondered what had happened to you and when I read this blog, I understand. You need time at this difficult time. Prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteI know how difficult it can be, you and your family are in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteTake all the time you need.
ReplyDeleteTake what time you need, and spend it however you need. I've not lost a brother, but I know what it is to lose someone you care about.
ReplyDeleteI am so proud of you for taking time for You. Also for being vulnerable and sharing with us your pain. Take your time in coming back to the blog. Hibernate,heal, draw close to the Lord and let Him hold you! I've been coming to your blog every day, not to see if you are back to writing, but just to sit a moment and pray for you and your family. You are loved!
ReplyDeleteHugs and prayers.
ReplyDeleteTake all the time you need.
God is good and He will hold your hand through this difficult time.